tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37308980320417691822012-02-16T09:49:52.561-08:00this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-38225977291550508792011-02-19T08:07:00.000-08:002011-02-19T08:49:30.246-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-7QhGweKEhvU/TV_oYxNEYEI/AAAAAAAAAFU/Gd7fjhQi6YI/s1600/JKX1qxMWvq9x4226WwO2dxcro1_250.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 250px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-7QhGweKEhvU/TV_oYxNEYEI/AAAAAAAAAFU/Gd7fjhQi6YI/s400/JKX1qxMWvq9x4226WwO2dxcro1_250.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575430375930617922" border="0" /></a><br />愛很好<br />只是 像姚若龍說的<br />愛情的世界很大也很小；<br />大得可以裝下一百種委屈<br />也大得不管塞了多少幸福還是有空虛<br />愛情的世界很小<br />窄小到三個人就擠到窒息；<br /><br />子雲也說過<br />愛情看似一個很寬很大的空間<br />可以包容對方的缺點<br />也可以去愛對方愛的一切<br />但它也同時是個很小很窄的空間<br />因為總會要求對方為自己改變<br />或壓抑自己為對方改變<br /><br />身邊的朋友一個接一個為自己貼上⎾ 交往中 ⏌的標籤<br />於是乎我接二連三地成為了他們的愛情顧問-_____-<br />不是不願意 只是有時候感覺太沈重<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-3822597729155050879?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-80674483087198227052011-01-17T19:03:00.000-08:002011-01-17T03:03:44.795-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TTQfu5Rn3dI/AAAAAAAAAFI/vqHi6VkAGcA/s1600/screen-capture-1.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TTQfu5Rn3dI/AAAAAAAAAFI/vqHi6VkAGcA/s400/screen-capture-1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5563106330218585554" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />一直以為就算長大了，<br />也可以保留孩子的心，<br />不穿大人只有表面的<br />漂亮衣裳，<br />也不說噁心的漂亮話。<br /><br />但誰長大了不買名牌，<br />不買漂漂美美的新衣，<br />不說些討人歡心的話，<br />不假惺惺的說謊，<br />冠冕堂皇的謊...<br /><br />穿名牌會看起來更光鮮亮麗，<br />說漂亮話會得到大人的稱讚，<br />搞不好還會贏來掌聲，<br />多可笑的世界...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">一直很想像那些很棒的人</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />寫很棒的書 很棒的詩</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />或者是很巧妙的讓自己的文字</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />明明是文章卻變成了詩</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />明明很短卻更觸動人心</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-8067448308719822705?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-31055403309536737742010-10-11T08:14:00.000-07:002010-10-11T08:20:51.729-07:00吃飽了 又餓了<br />空虛無比的 惡性循環<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-3105540330953673774?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-57702523089927778182010-09-25T09:52:00.000-07:002010-09-25T10:47:26.431-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TJ4xvEczqgI/AAAAAAAAAEU/lmAnZem6Eug/s1600/DSC05069.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TJ4xvEczqgI/AAAAAAAAAEU/lmAnZem6Eug/s400/DSC05069.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5520904877920987650" border="0" /></a><br />有試過 氣得顫抖嗎<br />那是一種想把自己粉碎 化成粉末<br />然後眼不見為淨<br /><br />媽的 想著自己的身體裡留著跟他一樣的血<br />就感覺他媽的噁心<br />現在超級不想講話 任何字用在這個時候都讓我感覺無力<br />圍繞的話都化成空氣 或者說 它們本來就是空氣<br />那樣輕 那樣隨意<br />我不知道還有甚麼方法<br />去宣泄我的憤怒 於是我選擇寫<br />可當我開始動手時 我就知道了 我會在幾分鐘后<br />停止<br />因為 這一切都不值得<br />不值得我的文字 即使我的文字並不能媲美任何一位在線作家<br />但是他的的確確 不值得<br />我答應過我自己 不再為類似的事情掉眼淚<br />而我做到了 也証明了 這一幹事件 與我無關<br />沈靜的夜 緩緩的冷氣 涼涼的風<br />我的平靜 何去何從<br />此刻 顫抖停止 風依舊<br />悲痛轉為力量<br />我將為自己的未來而戰<br />為厭倦而戰<br /><br />我想 明天 並不會更好<br /><br />晚安 這個不值得留戀的夜<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-5770252308992777818?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-34863458422119485262010-09-22T10:07:00.000-07:002010-09-22T10:18:45.745-07:00答應了自己 一定要堅持到最後..<br />好好的.. 經營這個經已發霉的部落格<br />就讓我繼續下去吧<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><img src="file:///Users/Franceyn/Desktop/1478380047.jpg" alt="" />.<br />我應該提過《藍色》吧 最經在看《白色》<br />我很喜歡《白色》 <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">翻開就停不下來</span> 原來不止是噱頭<br />那種我可以接受的長度 甚至於我不介意再繼續個一兩本<br /><br />一件讓人很害羞的事 我竟然夢見了故事裡的情節<br />我很喜歡 也不喜歡<br />喜歡這故事像是一部電影<br />我是演員 也是觀眾 更是 導演<br />不喜歡 夢醒后 那種失落感<br />像是瞬間把一切都弄丟了<br />非常地感情用事 我知道<br />所以我不可以從商<br /><br />我想在我看完后 才可以完整的把讀後感寫出來<br />可能很快 也可能要很久<br />因為理智告訴我 看快些就能快點知道結果；<br />可感性告訴我 慢慢看 才能讓自己沈浸久一些<br />所以啦 看是理性能不能戰勝感性再作打算;)<br /><br />雖然沒有人會來“拜訪”<br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">⎾太好了這樣才能隨心所欲⏌</span><br />我是衷心的這樣覺得:))<br /><br />午後的雷聲 真的 <span style="font-weight: bold;">有 夠 驚 人</span>-__-<br />連續就算了 還越來越大聲<br />看了天氣預報<br />明天 後天 一直到禮拜一 都有類似的天氣<br />看來 老媽的腳疼又要犯了<br /><br />真是夠了-__-<br /><br />那麼就沒更新了 我就來個一不作二不休吧<br />把最近的生活 大致寫一下<br />可是還蠻負面的就是了<br /><br /><br />一直都覺得自己容易受影響<br />就算心裡多麼不想 也還是一樣<br />發生了那麼多事后<br />才發現 自己<br />原來 真的 那麼 容易被影響<br />嘴里說的是⎾沒關係 再兩個月⏌<br />說不難過 絕對是騙你的<br />人都是這樣 只羨慕自己沒有的<br />可是啊 說起來也沒甚麼可自豪的<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TJo4eUYsbYI/AAAAAAAAAEM/gbI_LcnGch8/s1600/1478380047.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 368px; height: 276px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/TJo4eUYsbYI/AAAAAAAAAEM/gbI_LcnGch8/s400/1478380047.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519786386815479170" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">希望糖分足夠陶冶我的心情</span></div><br /><br />差不多一點了 我覺得周公他最近都還蠻欣賞我的棋藝<br />七把八早的的就來摧我了<br />真是的 我本來還想念點書的說<br />可是 既然他如此殷勤 我就恭敬不如從命啦:D<br />周大爺 小的這就來陪您老人家下棋囉！:D<br /><br />晚安 :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-3486345842211948526?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-25844913213124933202010-04-25T10:51:00.000-07:002010-04-25T10:57:23.021-07:00睡醒<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />一道曙光<br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-2584491321312493320?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-88945708936573484842010-03-23T08:03:00.000-07:002010-03-23T08:11:19.690-07:00"談戀愛的對象，最好比你笨——<br /><br />不用太笨，只要笨到<br /><br />會真心相信你的承諾，<br /><br />愛情就得以成立。<br /><br />嗯.....可是啊......<br /><br /><br /><br />談戀愛的對象，最好比你聰明——<br /><br />不用太聰明，只要聰明到<br /><br />不去追究你的承諾，<br /><br />愛情就得以延續。"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-8894570893657348484?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-20742149003108661122010-01-27T05:37:00.000-08:002010-01-30T06:55:03.882-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/S2G8TbKR0QI/AAAAAAAAADs/LHta4hfLu1o/s1600-h/3525005902_0485e80321.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 364px; height: 225px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/S2G8TbKR0QI/AAAAAAAAADs/LHta4hfLu1o/s320/3525005902_0485e80321.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5431829667479933186" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >好像只有看得更多更廣<br />才能寫出動人字句。</span><br /><br /><br /><br />今年的新年的願望<br />許很少<br />至少比以前少多了<br />發現隨著年齡增長<br />願望變得越來越少<br />也越來越渺小<br />過了生日我就17了<br />可以合法駕駛<br />再過幾個月<br />考完高中考<br />就是個大學生了<br />多麼不可思議<br />多麼神奇<br />一直以為這一天不會那麼快<br />誰知道再過幾天就來到2月份了<br />腦袋里還依稀記得<br />那天哭著上幼稚園<br />那天緊緊抓住老媽<br />深怕放手就要獨立<br />硬是要老媽陪著我<br />才肯上學的那個孩子<br /><br />我花了17年<br />有時候 很懷疑<br />是我比較勇敢 還是比較懦弱<br />到底是甚麼支撐著我走下去<br />又是甚麼 讓我學會忍住眼淚<br />那麼多不開心的事陸續上演著<br />像播電影一樣<br />一齣又一齣<br /><br />我比較勇敢嗎<br />我還是很常哭啊<br />而且很淒涼<br />還是我很懦弱<br />不敢反抗 所以只好服從<br /><br />有時候 真的不敢想像以後<br />那是多麼的不切實際<br />誰知道 我能活多久<br />是不是<br /><br /><br />好了<br />祝你一夜好眠:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-2074214900310866112?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-68043459864106585942010-01-12T06:45:00.001-08:002010-01-12T06:58:48.795-08:00<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(204, 204, 255);font-size:130%;" >❛今晚我要夢見你 因為這樣也能讓我假裝很幸福。❜</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-6804345986410658594?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-68289716724727008862009-11-04T07:48:00.000-08:002009-11-04T10:38:40.510-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SvHJADjyFLI/AAAAAAAAAC8/OzyRAQyopeE/s1600-h/1531770330.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 215px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SvHJADjyFLI/AAAAAAAAAC8/OzyRAQyopeE/s320/1531770330.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400318430986507442" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" > </span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >小說裡華麗的文字 是不是怕自己變的太平凡 而沒有人欣賞</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >電影裡絢麗奪目的聲光影像 讓我們忽略了故事的初衷</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">在不斷轉動的地球上 不停忙碌的我們 </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">似乎怕一停下腳步 就輸了</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">輸在 </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">沒有比別人開更好的車 </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">住更好的房子</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" > </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">吃更好的餐廳過更好的生活</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">可是 </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">你到底需要什麼 </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">被什麼需要</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">你知道嗎</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);">地球或許累了 </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">社會或許病了</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">幫幫忙 休息一下</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">如果有人吵你</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">你就大聲的跟他說</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >"噓…沒有那麼複雜"</span></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-6828971672472700886?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-36066049548025942402009-10-27T08:12:00.000-07:002009-10-27T09:15:28.530-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SucbL691h_I/AAAAAAAAAC0/fvxSRVu102g/s1600-h/657e3ecefa12153fb700c839.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SucbL691h_I/AAAAAAAAAC0/fvxSRVu102g/s320/657e3ecefa12153fb700c839.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5397312570047956978" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" >一個人的人生如果跟其他大部分的人一樣，</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" >那就是一種週而復始。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br />每個人都在重複另一個人的人生，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br />重複著上學、重複著交朋友、重複著買車買房子、</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br /><br />重複著結婚生子、重複著變成其他上億個差不多的人生，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br />連笑都重複了，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br />連哭都重複了，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><br />你覺得這不是一種週而復始嗎？</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >By, 張穎如</span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >（小說［樓下的房客］節錄，棄屍專家）</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-3606604954802594240?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-19738449905925182712009-09-17T09:08:00.000-07:002009-09-17T09:31:13.702-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">一天，一位大叔突然對我說：“你相信奇蹟的存在嗎？”，於是我回答：“大叔，大白天喝酒是很傷身的。”</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">小孩，你相信愛嗎？</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">大概吧。</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SrJkJyYn1nI/AAAAAAAAACk/JYFnd-hpKT4/s320/A_quarter_to_ten_by_Ochrasy.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5382474623967811186" /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">笑一個吧</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">你可能會有不同的感受：）</span></i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-1973844990592518271?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-42525191130641523452009-09-10T11:03:00.000-07:002009-09-10T11:40:55.093-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqlHqST2YKI/AAAAAAAAACc/IrY5DGZcm4g/s1600-h/Picture+3.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 204px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqlHqST2YKI/AAAAAAAAACc/IrY5DGZcm4g/s320/Picture+3.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379910021665939618" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>我總是羨慕那些會寫文章的人</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">總是能夠完美的敘述</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">然後 吸引 目光</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">我好像真的是個期盼他人一絲絲的關注的人</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">就算是一絲絲 好像也沒甚麼關係</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">有就好了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">--------------------------,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">最近 有在努力地壓抑</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">算是有進步了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">我好像越來越沒用</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">好像甚麼事都做不好</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">好像好想努力改進看看</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">但這總是讓我一整個很難過</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">----------,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">正在閱讀 《死神的精確度》</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">裡面有一個故事 說</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">這個男生 有著一個 連死神都說好看的臉</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">但他總是戴著一副醜斃了的眼鏡</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">終於 他發現 高中時期所交的女朋友</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">都只看到他的臉 </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">儘管他是個多麼善良的人</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">也不會有人看見</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">甚麼？你說你不是甚麼外貌協會？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">如果 這麼想會讓你覺得好過一點的話 </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">那我絕不會阻止你</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">好不容易有個他喜歡的女生也喜歡上他</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">但是 他卻死了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">臨死前 他是個癌症病患</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">卻誰也不知道 他只剩一年的時間</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">他死的時候 那個女孩才剛從超市回家 </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">回他們的家...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">原來我們都自以為 會過得更好</span></span></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-4252519113064152345?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-57574110982676504032009-09-05T13:46:00.000-07:002009-09-05T13:57:36.891-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqLQiDTzphI/AAAAAAAAACU/0zWKnGc-4p8/s1600-h/DSC_0170.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqLQiDTzphI/AAAAAAAAACU/0zWKnGc-4p8/s320/DSC_0170.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378090188456306194" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>你說你了解他嗎？<div><br /></div><div>你說你們是一輩子的好朋友？</div><div><br /></div><div>你說你知道他所有的祕密？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><br /></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;">你說他也是這麼想的。</span></i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">再想想吧，</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">沒有誰真的了解誰，</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">也沒有誰真正的被了解。</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">笑得燦爛 </span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">有時候也可以是種掩飾</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">吵架 ？</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">好麻煩。</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-5757411098267650403?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-15938077827828764252009-09-05T11:50:00.000-07:002009-09-05T13:45:14.274-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqLNbNNNyFI/AAAAAAAAACM/BVAmOxNbrzM/s1600-h/9319_132598451530_618236530_3080530_197537_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 206px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SqLNbNNNyFI/AAAAAAAAACM/BVAmOxNbrzM/s320/9319_132598451530_618236530_3080530_197537_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378086772319045714" /></a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>我好像生病了<div><br /><div>為甚麼 我這麼眼淺的人 </div><div><br /></div><div>在這種時候 </div><div><br /></div><div>竟然</div><div><br /></div><div>一點都不想哭</div><div><br /></div><div>應該說 </div><div><br /></div><div>用力得擠著眼淚</div><div><br /></div><div>拼命的奢望眼淚能夠稍微撫平 </div><div><br /></div><div>在我心中 </div><div><br /></div><div>那片凹凸不平的土地</div><div><br /></div><div>但是即使再用力 </div><div><br /></div><div>連滴汗都沒</div><div><br /></div><div>像是注定似的 </div><div><br /></div><div>只有咬著牙</div><div><br /></div><div>配合的</div><div><br /></div><div>渡過這兩個煎熬的年頭</div><div><br /></div><div>一切就該結束了</div><div><br /></div><div>但是 </div><div><br /></div><div>我的脾氣就是典型的 </div><div><br /></div><div>易怒 </div><div><br /></div><div>，</div><div><br /></div><div>我是個守不住自己祕密的人</div><div><br /></div><div>也是個難以壓抑的人 </div><div><br /></div><div>所以 我經常都想吶喊</div><div><br /></div><div>但是看起來又像瘋子</div><div><br /></div><div>於是這個願望又被打消:/</div><div><br /></div><div>有時候 我會想 </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果我是XXX，那就好了...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果我怎樣， 那就好了...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果我能夠怎樣，哇...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果他是我的誰，那就好了...</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i>又或者不斷的<strike>後悔</strike>著</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">哎呀，要是我當初如何如何， 那就好了...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">唉，為甚麼我不早點遇見他呢...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">唉，太可惜了，我應該怎樣怎樣的...</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我們都一直努力的在幻想與後悔里 徘徊</div><div><br /></div><div>卻始終沒有改進的動作</div><div><br /></div><div>人類 像是最難最長的考卷</div><div><br /></div><div>寫寫刪刪</div><div><br /></div><div>加加減減</div><div><br /></div><div>卻始終沒有人來收考卷</div><div><br /></div><div>沒有人改考卷</div><div><br /></div><div>因為沒有任何人能夠真正的了解人生</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-1593807782782876425?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-92109147606104683702009-08-30T11:32:00.000-07:002009-08-30T12:15:08.349-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SprPoSdT2nI/AAAAAAAAACE/BGTWzNiE8XU/s1600-h/3739421806_2d4e368d87.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SprPoSdT2nI/AAAAAAAAACE/BGTWzNiE8XU/s320/3739421806_2d4e368d87.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375837396276599410" /></a><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">從想的熱情</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">從前 那股想要一直牽手走下去的衝動</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">如今 無從翻閱</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">雖然稱不上老 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">但至少 不一樣了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我不喜歡 和人吵架</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">搞得灰頭土臉的 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">讓我更覺得沒有存在感</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我也絕對不愛出風頭</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">偶爾說說讚美自己的話 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">只是想增加話題 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">不要讓場面太乾而已</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">說穿了 在人群里 我扮演的就是媒婆類的角色</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">不太會有人注意到</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">可能會有人覺得 我討人厭</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">但 我總是最後一個知道的人 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">對 就是後知後覺的路線</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">掙扎得就快死掉了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">卻始終過不了自己那關</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">想先道歉 卻從一開始就不是我的錯 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">說過我不容易妥協</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">經過之前的事 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就更加敏感了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">看了《藍色》</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我想 我就像筱惠 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">那麼的執著</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">到小蔓都過世了 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">都不想低頭認錯</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為打從一開始她就沒有錯</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我這樣說你明白嗎 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我就是這樣一個人 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">不希望人家想要我改變甚麼</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">也不強求人家為我改變 ：目</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-9210914760610468370?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-44039993306745267432009-08-30T11:10:00.000-07:002009-08-30T11:29:25.875-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SprE-oq5BnI/AAAAAAAAAB8/VvxknhxwyY4/s1600-h/1478420372.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/SprE-oq5BnI/AAAAAAAAAB8/VvxknhxwyY4/s320/1478420372.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375825685568358002" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>禿鷹一般在我頭上盤旋</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“噁心死了”我說</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">像是等待著時機 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">撲向我 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我忍耐 偽裝 等待</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">想著總有一天 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">能夠離開 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">能夠改變</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">能夠受人喜愛</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">變成大家眼中的好人</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">好脾氣</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">好氣質</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">好人緣</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">好相處</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">好累 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">打從骨子裡 就不是個容易妥協的人</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">更不是個容易說服的人 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">讓步了 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">退後了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">話少了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">而真摯也少了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我抱怨 我哭泣 我咒罵...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">然後 我停止</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">我到底還能做甚麼</span></span></i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-4403999330674526743?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this 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/></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">努力得跟甚麼一樣 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">卻甚麼也得不到</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">承認自己多多少少想要得到一點點的回報 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">因為我的努力不是甚麼慈善機構 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">所以不能說自己多麼的慷慨 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">而原來 我一直是個想被需要的人</span></i></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-1493010317842532500?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-54773017834444218972009-08-21T09:37:00.000-07:002009-08-21T09:40:42.317-07:00<span style="font-style: italic;">飛機在上海的天空，倏然轉了一個大彎，傾斜的窗景，清楚的看見了陸地與河面。黃浦江口是一片沈甸甸的泥黃色，水面與地面的分界，如此接近，如此教人餘悸尤存。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">降落在下著雨的浦東機場，走出大廳，「小綜後援會」的女孩們拉長脖子興奮地期待著。幸而上海沒有捲入讓人心碎的暴風半徑，這裡還有一些快樂的笑容。不是經歷這次，我們都忘了一個單純的笑容，有多珍貴。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">十二個小時之前，我在電視台的賑災晚會裡，接聽捐款的電話，好像另外一個世界的事情，又好像閉上眼睛就會聽到，新聞台裡不斷重播的哭喊與啜泣。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">「我們家捐一萬，我們家之前也是921的災戶。」我接到的其中一通電話，讓我楞了一下。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">「我現在失業，對不起，我可不可以只捐200元。」怪獸說，他接到的是一個怯生生的男生。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">「叔叔，我把樸滿打破了，只有不到300，可以捐嗎？」跟冠佑說話的聲音，只有小學三年級。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">我們都感動了，因為這些素昧平生的人們。但多希望再沒有被這種電話感動的機會，再不會聽到新聞台裡那些無盡的哭泣。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">都說「風雨見真情」，但是沒有風雨，只見真情，不知道有多好。只怕我們都是健忘的，風雨遠離，真情也跟著遠去。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">上海夜裡，百事群音們正如火如荼的競技。勝出隊伍的成員「熊貓」，顧不得得獎的喜悅，關心地問我：「台灣還好嗎？」。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">我想，台灣還好，只是需要一點時間站起來，拍拍身上污泥，等待傷口痊癒。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">傷口痊癒之後，疤痕會留下，提醒我們要記得那曾經的痛楚。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">當我們看著悲劇降臨卻無力扭轉，在電視機前面好想衝出去作點什麼時，我知道我們有一模一樣的心情。如果你真的想改變點什麼的話，至少閉上眼睛用力的體會一下，此刻環繞著我們的，那些家人健在、而豐衣足食的幸福，它們在現在是多麼隨手可得而微不足道，而或許有一天它們會變得難以奢求而珍貴異常。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">我有個朋友，他那有點疏遠的爸爸，在颱風夜之後，音訊全無，直到今天。他說，如果之後他爹要是健健康康沒事了，他要跟爸爸好好的培養感情。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">我為他獻上衷心的祝福。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">離開電腦的時候，對你見到的下一個人微笑吧。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">傷癒之後、明天之後，對你見到的每一個人微笑吧。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">by shin-mayday.</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-5477301783444421897?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-21488517483706743792009-08-05T09:45:00.000-07:002009-08-05T09:51:31.384-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/Snm4h3s7DUI/AAAAAAAAABM/UV8KmGq8i6o/s1600-h/1393984956.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_B3CAaVbQZUo/Snm4h3s7DUI/AAAAAAAAABM/UV8KmGq8i6o/s320/1393984956.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366523323016219970" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330099;"><i><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>will update real soon:) even thou no one is reading, but still:)</i></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-2148851748370674379?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this way→http://www.blogger.com/profile/12506697630496957918noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730898032041769182.post-75269652817331865702009-07-12T09:11:00.001-07:002009-07-12T09:28:57.298-07:00越來越不喜歡出席甚麼聚餐之類得了<br />久違的朋友還好 最不喜歡和天天混在一起的人去甚麼聚餐<br />絕對不是厭倦 而是某種程度上的尷尬<br /><br />而最近多了些“新朋友”的邀請<br />就是那種坐同一張桌子 說的話也不會超過五句的那種<br />偶爾會交換號碼 但也不會聯絡的那種<br />我就是那種面對陌生人還比較放鬆的人<br /><br />畢竟 陌生人比較有話聊<br />大家都不認識 反正也不會主動連絡對方<br />你說 是不是<br /><br />但是<br />隨著電話號碼在手機里增加<br />懂我的人卻越來越少<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730898032041769182-7526965281733186570?l=waytoofartotheend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>this 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